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  1. Zohar
    June 21, 2017 @ 7:52 am

    Tender, professionally couragous and honest. Beautiful. Thank you!

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  2. Mary
    June 21, 2017 @ 5:55 pm

    Beautifully written and expresses what I so often feel for my clients when therapy is really working. Pure, unconditional caring and deep connection that perhaps seems even more intense because it is kept in one room with clear boundaries rather than having a relationship in the outside world. And you’re so right about the possibility of this feeling being misunderstood or judged by others. I, too, was warned about romantic or sexual feelings in the therapy room and this is a very different feeling/experience and valuable to the therapy process. Thank you for sharing!

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  3. Susan
    June 21, 2017 @ 7:29 pm

    Yes, I feel this way about several of my clients. We see into our clients’ souls, we witness their pain and their fierce resilience. We cheer for them, we mourn with them, how can we not love some of them?

    Thank you for articulating this so well.

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  4. Bernie Lenhoff
    June 22, 2017 @ 1:08 am

    Beautifully stated. Each therapist needs to figure out exactly how to draw their own boundaries. What I hear here is the instinct to express love through touch and direct verbal confirmation. But love is expressed in actions as well, and good therapy inherently loving. I think many clients know they are loved even if boundaries prevent it being expressed more directly through touch and words.

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  5. Bernie Lenhoff
    June 22, 2017 @ 4:30 am

    An addendum to my comment above:
    I was just listening to Bill Moyers who stated “Listening is an act of revolutionary love.” While he may have been talking about journalists in this instance, it’s equally applicable to therapists. Truly hearing someone who has not been heard.

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  6. Ashley Eder
    July 13, 2017 @ 7:18 pm

    Absolutely. For our work, I call this feeling non-egocentric nourishment. It’s the deepest reward.

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  7. Brenda Bomgardner
    April 20, 2018 @ 10:52 pm

    Refreshing to read about the real human feelings and connections that develop in the therapy room. I know as a person who has sat in both chairs of being a client and a therapist that the appropriate and authentic expression of being liked and care for was healing and this has informed my practice.

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  8. Jillian B Beverstock, LMFT, PLLC
    April 22, 2018 @ 8:09 pm

    Thank you for your honesty and courage to share. I too hope my clients feel they are loved and cared for to bring them hope on their journeys.

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  9. Macy
    July 20, 2019 @ 10:02 pm

    Thank you for writing this! It gives me insightful look of what’s in a therapist’s mind. I recently referred to therapy because of anxiety, the midlife crisis, stress from work, family members getting cancers, stressful husband, repellent teenagers. This is the first time I see a therapist, I didn’t know there is even concerns about hugs. On second session, I mentioned about some painful memory I wasn’t planning to talk, it was so overwhelming. I was feeling like dropping down into a deep black hole. It’s time to end the session. I tried hard to hold my cry and my brain was blanked out. When I stood up I felt dizzy and closed my eyes, then I heard my therapist saying something like “Is there anything else I can door you?”, I felt that I desperately need a hug to lift me up. So I said “I need a hug”. Then I felt him hugged me tightly and said “you are very brave” and I bursted into tears. Before I left, he suggested me to take a short walk first before I back to my work place. I felt that it’s the best hug that I have ever had, stopped me dropping deeper into the dark hole. From then on, we talked about the tragedy I experienced as a child. Even though I didn’t plan to share it at the very beginning.
    I am glad that I didn’t know know much of therapy and asked for a hug. It’s the beginning of building the connection and trust between me and my therapist. I feel cared and supported and loved during my therapy. Later on, I had another hard time because of an unexpected loss of a family member. But I was able to move forward because I find strength through all these care, support and love from family, friends, therapist and even strangers.
    I do not care my feelings toward my therapist is love or transference because I will never do anything to change this professional relationship. I trusted him as my therapist, that’s it. I will remember this warm moment like any moments in my life that I treasure forever, as the source of energy, strength to guide me through hard times.

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  10. Dr Clark, Psychiatrist
    March 29, 2021 @ 4:11 pm

    Patient: “Do you love me?”
    Psychiatrist: “I do. Let me give you something to explain.
    It is unfortunate that in the English language, “love” is limited to so few and possibly dangerous meanings.

    The Greek language is much more clear about the different types of love.”
    Gives the following paper:
    Types of Love:
    1. Eros (romantic, passionate love) passion, lust and pleasure
    2. Philia (affectionate love) friendship “without physical attraction”
    3. Agape (selfless, universal love) such as the love for nature or God, a boundless compassion and an infinite empathy that you extended to everyone, whether they are family members or distant strangers.
    4. Storge (familiar love) a natural form of affection experienced between family members, protective, kinship-based love is common between parents and their children, and children for their parents, a sense of patriotism toward a country or allegiance to the same team
    5. Mania (obsessive love) Stalking behaviors, co-dependency, extreme jealousy, and violence are all symptoms of Mania.
    6. Ludus (playful love) having a crush and acting on it, or the affection between young lovers
    7. Pragma (enduring love) built on commitment, understanding and long-term best interests, love that has aged, matured, about making the relationship work over time, also showing patience and tolerance
    8. Philautia (self love)

    Reference: https://greekcitytimes.com/2020/02/14/the-8-ancient-greek-words-for-love/

    “I DO love you in a NON-traditional way. I Agape-Love you, because I feel compassion for you. I Storge-Love you because I feel protective of you, as I am on YOUR TEAM! I Pragma-Love you, because I have your best interests at heart, over time.”

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  11. Marlene Maheu
    April 21, 2021 @ 1:46 pm

    Keely, I came to your site looking for your social media policy to give to a colleague but was drawn to the mystique of this article’s title. Once again, you dare to speak of what often remains unspoken. I too have felt similar feelings for not a few, but most of my long-term clients. It is a deep and ever-present bond that I believe is mutual. I also think that it is the fuel they use to grow. It is the wind beneath their wings if you will. In any case, you remain an inspiration, a true colleague, and a friend. Be well.

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  12. M
    April 29, 2021 @ 3:01 am

    Beautiful. Love is the most powerful healing tool there is. So why can’t we show it? It would be nice if therapeutic touch was ok as long as client and therapist were on the same page and it was ethical. I’m talking about a warm hug or reassuring touch. Touch deprivation is a real thing. I’m on the client end of things. I feel a strong attachment and genuinely like my therapist as a person. They’ve been willing to talk a little bit about themselves as long as we don’t lose focus on why we’re here. So it’s always very brief. I just wish I could know them better. I can’t help it. I feel like I would possible enjoy being their friend or colleague. Sigh. Go for a run or walk our dogs and just talk about whatever. If my therapist hugged me that would be so nice. But I understand the rules. I hope one day maybe we could be friends. If not, they are at least my friend for now and I love them as such. And that warm feeling of love has really given me strength and comfort 🙂 I’m so grateful to have for this experience.

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  13. Alice
    August 3, 2021 @ 3:24 am

    My therapist tells me she loves me. It’s not in any inappropriate way. I know she genuinely cares about me as a human being. The love she has shown me has allowed me to learn what love is supposed to look like and show it to my friends, coworkers, family, and the people I interact with every day. Before my therapist I don’t think I ever knew what healthy love looked like it has been an invaluable lesson she has taught me. I find it so sad that there is liability in a therapist telling a client they love them. But I can see how it could be misconstrued. But if everyone just showed each other a little more love this world would be a better place.

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  14. Louisa
    December 19, 2021 @ 6:35 pm

    Thank you for this article. I’m primarily coming from the client’s perspective, but I’m also going to school to become a clinical psychologist, so I’m experiencing the therapist side as well. I’ve been working with my therapist for about 4 years now. Right from day one, I’ve been highly attracted to him, and I have struggled with that, but over time, especially as I’ve healed from old trauma and am emotionally freer and healthier, there’s also love. It can be a challenge to distinguish the two because we’ve got chemistry in spades–even though I’d never want the attraction to be acted on, I’ve got more chemistry with him than even my best friends, so the attraction can make it really hard at times not to want a relationship outside of therapy. The conversation is so comfortable, we can practically finish each other’s sentences, we share the same quirky sense of humor, there’s plenty of witter banter, we can tease each other, etc.

    Though everyone says, “Oh, it’s just transference. You’re imagining it if you think he can feel anything in return,” I don’t 100% buy that. Maybe to a degree that’s the case, but I think it can also be that we can just develop a love for someone that can’t be acted on because of the nature of the relationship. Maybe it can’t be acted on, or maybe it can’t be talked about freely on his end, but that doesn’t mean there’s a lack of genuine love on either end. I’m human, so I sure as heck know I feel and act when I love someone, and I’m sure as heck not going buy the idea that my love for my therapist is all fantasy and projection instead of real love because of what I never had before. If it could only be fantasy and projection, then how could I have ANY relationship that’s not just transference? How could I ever have a friend or romantic partner who wasn’t just filling an unmet need? That’s like saying that it doesn’t matter who my therapist is, as long as they meet my needs and I connect with them. But a therapist is still a unique, non-repeatable person: He has his smile, his laugh, his way of phrasing things, his mannerisms, his virtues, his faults, his quirks, etc. And the client is her own unique person. So every single therapist-client relationship is its own unique thing with its own personality. The only reason my therapy has gone so well this time–he’s my fourth therapist–is precisely because of that unique relationship and that mutual chemistry. And because, even though his boundaries are rock solid and he would never say anything, I know there’s love on his side as well because it shows.

    I think it’s a shame that so many therapists can’t admit to themselves that they love a client, because, for the client, the experience of not just being unconditionally loved, but of mutual, reciprocal love is enormous. For instance, it’s because my therapist and I have a mutual love and admiration that I have learned it’s even possible for me to have a loving relationship with any man. I didn’t just need unconditional positive regard: I needed the experience of mutual enjoyment, delight, and love, because I’d never believed I could experience anything other than one-sided love. To know I can be loved back by the very person who knows me better than anyone else, who has seen all my dark and nasty spots but still enjoys me, has been priceless. It has been the thing that has given me hope for finding love outside of therapy. As I delve into my studies, there’s so much talk about the therapist needing to be accepting, non-judgmental, attentive, etc., but not loving. And we stress that the client needs to love themselves. But why can’t we admit that we’re humans, designed by nature to need love from others? Self-love is great, but at some point, you’ve also got to experience love from someone else. So I’m baffled by the prevailing attitude that we can’t we also talk about the huge fruits that a client can derive from feeling like the therapist enjoys the client, genuinely likes her, and finds her delightful, and that the therapist feels love for her.

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  15. A Patient
    July 24, 2022 @ 6:46 pm

    Thanks a lot for the perspective and openness. I have only hoped to be a patient my therapist looks forward to when she looks at her appointments for tomorrow. If she says, “ok good!”, well that would be great. Just don´t tell me, that would be too much to know!

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  16. Client_K
    November 17, 2023 @ 10:08 pm

    I love my therapist very deeply. As a human being, and as a man. I am romantically and sexually attracted to him. I love him fully, in every possible way. I honestly do not buy into this transference thing. I think I see him quite clearly for whom he is, of course I do not know him fully, but I think I know enough to love him unconditionally. I think I can sense that he also loves me in some way, since he puts the well being of his client first, and thinks what is best for me, rather than what he wants. This tells me how empathic he is towards others and puts them first, this shows he is a good and unselfish person, which makes me love him even more.
    I also know I am attracted to his physical characteristics, like his voice, body… Nobody can tell me that is also a projection. I know what I feel. But I’d not act on it because I am also concerned what is best for him, and what he really needs and wants. He also mentioned that therapist can be concerned about being sued etc., which I think it is so sad. I think the therapist should also have the freedoom to express his feelings towards the client. I as a client would never act against my therapist’s best interests. I don’t think therapy is just about me being unconditionally accepted and loved, but also the other way around, to be able to love and accept the other. Although I feel longing for him, I also feel happy that I feel this love for him and wish all the best for him.

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  17. Marie
    May 12, 2024 @ 12:03 am

    I have been seeing my therapist for at least 8 years now for horrible childhood trauma, from sexual abuse (I remember the start of some events but not the ending), it was two different men at separate times starting from a very young age.. I became so good at compartmentalizing. There were times I had to run from my dad with my mom because he had a gun trying to kill her, he abused her as well as us. He was a horrible alcoholic and both of them had a period where they were doing drugs. Us kids were placed in foster care a couple times and then returned to them. They both passed away of cancer in their 50’s. I was there with each of them when they took their last breath.

    Somehow in all of that I made my way in life, earned 3 degrees and work in the medical field. I didn’t talk to a single person about any of this until I was in my 30’s.

    After at least 8 years of seeing my therapist, something changed, I began to trust her more out of no where. It took me so long to get there and she was so very patient. There was some transference, first anger and then love, more motherly. I recall telling her that I cared for her and I sputtered around the words and finally told her that I loved her. I said I don’t care about the word transference, this is real. The love I feel for you is real. I said you know me more than any human in this world.

    She knows the things I’ve never shared with another soul. She has sat with me in my pain. She has encouraged me, held space for me she shows up for every appointment and if she has to change one she always lets me know and we work out a different time. And the list goes on.

    After I said the words, She said the words, “I love you too” and started to cry briefly and said “how could I not after all these years”? It’s not about the money, I do this job because I care about people and of course, yes I get paid to do it but I love it. And then she talked about how she was there to keep safe boundaries ect. I felt it, I felt her love and care, my eyes welled up as she professed those words. I feel closer to her than I ever have and while I have a ways to go in healing, I’m on my way and I am so thankful that I have such a wonderful, caring, human individual (therapist) by my side.

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